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tfh, i'm hungry.
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I leave the gas on
Walk the allies in the dark
Sleep with candels burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
Cuz I'm sending all the signs

That the clocking is ticking
And I'll be giving my two weeks
Pick your favorite shade of black
You'd best prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say that you loved me

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goingdown for sure
Already lost a grip
On this abandoned ship
Oh...

Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you had better
Better luck in the sack
No formal education
And I swore way too much
But I swear you didn't care
Cuz we were in love

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
It's all for the better
That we end this year
Let's close this chapter say one last prayer
But don't say that you loved me

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already been diagnosed
So let's give up the ghost

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already lost a grip on this abandoned ship
Oh..
Oh I'm still breathing I'm still breathing
Oh...
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crushed crushed
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You were born on 28th day of April 1987, Tuesday.

Your Life : You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.

Your Love : You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart.Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

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Intimacy

I cannot contain your needs

when you are near me,

when you are close

I feel inadequate.

Distance yourself from me

and I can form a memory

I can contain and love.

When you are near

all I manage is to silence

the crackle of my mind’s static,

quietness not love.

Go from me

so that I can love you.

The distance shelters me,

and allows me

my stealthed love.

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superficially, birthday greetings are like hightlighting the present and redefining the forgotten.
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Joel: Is there any risk of brain damage?
Howard: Well, technically speaking, the operation is brain damage, but it's on a par with a night of heavy drinking. Nothing you'll miss.

[last lines]
Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: [pauses] Okay.

Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: [kisses Clementine] You're pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don't ever leave me.
Joel: You're pretty... you're pretty... pretty...

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After a nasty fight, Clementine has had her memories of their relationship erased from her mind. Upon learning this, Joel is devastated and goes to the doctor to have the same procedure of erasing her memories done. However, while unconscious, Joel has second thoughts and decides he wants to keep his memories of Clementine.

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I'm not dead! WOW~ *Oprah's head nod*

Anyway, yesterday marks the 1st week of my Kebab life style! Been going Shiraz Cafe for chicken Kebab with Theresia after lectures so often and yesterday evening, had dinner with Uncle Butler at Shiraz again! Doing it again and I'm not sick of it. But i have to admit, Peace Centre's Kebab vendors are way hotter than these 2 dudes, eh, but they are nice people :)

yes, in school 7 days a week, chilling, basking under fluorescent lights, submitting myself to work slowly and constantly...

Thats it.

bai~

Current Music:
the magic position - patrick wolf
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1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
It's Yours (Jon Cutler ft E-Man - David Penn Dub)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Helps Noth Ways (Mogwai)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Radar Maker (Mogwai)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sec Walkin' (My Morning Jacket)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Photophobia (Cabaret Voltaire)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ask The Lonely (Journey)
*LAUGH*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Womanizer (Britney Spears)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Run (Leona Lewis)
my walking speed is good as running to make me sweat.

WHAT IS 2+2?
East Hastings (Godspeed You! Black Emperor)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Come as You Are (Nirvana)
*LMAO*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Forever Young (Youth Group)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Hamsin (Black Square from DJ Max Portable)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Six Days At The Bottom of The Ocean (Explosion in the sky)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Viorar Vel Til Loftarasa (Sigur Ros)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Look At You (My Morning Jackt)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Chase of Highway (Nobuo Uematsu from FF Advent Child)
fucking hilarious. go youtube and listen!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Kreuzberg (Bloc Party)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Killing All The Files (Mogwai)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Loose Cannon (Killing Joke)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Capsules (Cabaret Voltaire)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Bach - BWV I Vivace (Nigel Kennedy) 
*what the... strings O.o?*

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Not Great Men (Gang of Four)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Finding Home (Saosin)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Kids Will Be Skeletons (Mogwai)
*yes mogwai again,
please excuse me.. i just reformated my lappy.. most songs are all in portable harddrive. yieks*

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I wanna forget (Absynthe Minded)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Separate Ways: worlds apart (Journey)
*awesome*

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Paganini - Caprice No. 24 (Jascha Heifetz)
*yea, strings*

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Closer(Ne-yo)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Where is home? (Bloc Party)
*eh, i love home!!!*

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Sun Will Shine(Studio Apartment ft. Yasmeem Sulieman)

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Mariana Bridi by El_Enigma.
Mariana Bridi
(June 18, 1988 – January 24, 2009)
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Never seen such a pushy man like you, Mr. Yeo. Isn't it obvious that I have no interest in you AT ALL?
You don't know how to read signs is it?

Ya, I'm so fucking special. My arse!
Everyone IS special.

Had msn conversation less than a week and you expect me to believe whatever nuts you've said. So what if we were secondary school classmates years back? We are as good as strangers to begin with. You barely know me and I have no interest to study you,  so don't behave as if you understand me well to impress me. No, I'm not going to consider. I've made myself very clear, and you jolly well absorb and learn. Don't presume I'll revive under your so-called care.

Please stop wishing away that I'll recover and
no no no 
you will not have me.
Stop investing your time, you won't regret. 

Lastly,

マジキモイ

nuf said.

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i've complete the list, its too long, so its just an excerpts


2008: Wrap Up.

- Is 2008 a good year?
It was a major rollercoaster ride

- Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
I am not confident about that

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confess that in 2008 I...
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) had/have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) kissed under mistletoe

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
( ) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
( ) lied about how old you were
(x) prank called someone

In 2008 I...
(x) broke a promise
(x) fallen out of love
( ) lied
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up on something/someone important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your friend(s)
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time

 

Current Music:
Ne-yo - Closer
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